Living

You ever watch a car accident happen?

I don't mean you hear a sound behind you and turn just in time to see the beginning of the aftermath or watch one of those shows on FOX about bizarre accidents.

I mean when you see two or more cars in motion and you realize that there is going to be an accident and there is nothing you can do about it? You watch time slow down and you try to keep them from colliding by sheer will of thought, but it doesn't matter. They hit, and you grit your teeth and pray everyone is Okay.

That is the best way I can describe how I feel about life right now as graduation approaches. I've got two months left and every day inches along painfully, but surely. I know that I am going to have to live a real life, and I want that, but it's just been impossible to shake this feeling that I'm going to be going full speed come graduation day and find the nearest brick wall.